Halloween Is Over!

It's funny to hear all of the gummy goths in their dreadfalls and platform boots go on about how Halloween is the greatest holiday ever and how it's 'their' holiday. Because yeah, you don't already dress like a fucking sideshow freak the other 364 days of the year. I guess this is just the day that you get to dress like a bloody nurse or Alice In Wonderland because those are most likely your other two obsessions. Halloween also makes social networking sites uninhabitable for about a month. Ordinary girls look slutty or goth-ish for a few hours and make it their default picture until Christmas which only gets my hopes up when approaching strangers that they aren't as hideous as they really are. Of course with appearance comes the general stereotype to their taste in music and when I see a girl in leather and bondage gear I'm thinking metal/industrial not a prep on Halloween, so I'm always left saddened until normal pictures return. So I'm also 25 now. It was a boring, uneventful and fairly depressing day. I fell asleep at 9 on Saturday night and slept until 11 in the morning to avoid humanity as long as possible. Then I watched football and ate and was entirely too lazy before falling asleep to some classical music at 10. Me going out of my way to visit my father made him feel like a good parent of course. He did nothing for me but make excuses about having no money and tell me how great his woman is. I should have stayed home. Oh well. I woke up to the worst back problem I've had in a couple of years today to boot. I'm sitting here with the heating pad on and loaded up with drugs hoping something will help. I want to die right now from the pain however. Why must everything suck?