Help Me!

This pawn shop show is back on. my father actually likes this shit. Because the fat guy has to hit on the girl and see if she's a stripper or something because she's hot. What an epic pile of shit. My Redskins lost to the worst team in football and I just feel like a loser. I've gotten about fifteen jabs about how I didn't have a job over these past couple of days since I got home from the show on Friday. I am worried about what the future entails right now and I worry about everything being fucked up. I feel like anything could happen from me getting shot to me shooting myself to just failing at everything in life. I have no idea what to do and I'm tired of being so broke. I don't want to keep talking about it though. I'll bitch at a later time.