Fuck The Magic Cleaning Fairy

Well I got paid today. It just stressed me out even more. Thank God I put that money in my bank account yesterday morning because 7-11 took their $3.60 late and that would have been one really expensive ice cream and iced tea otherwise. I took 300 of my 600 and withdrew it so I could give asshole $200 for car insurance and $100 for groceries. That leaves me with $250 to go two weeks on which is bad. The electric was due yesterday for $350 and I still have to go to Orlando three more times here in the next week or so plus Tampa for Metallica. If I don't get my 401k I'll obviously be blowing off the Moonspell show but this is pretty brutal. I can't believe how I'm getting fucked by my 401k. I'd completely understand if they matched us dollar for dollar and didn't want to see their money disappear, but every penny that's in there is money I put in there. I should be entitled to it without having to gain permission from a dealership of people who are bitter at me over the whole newspaper thing. That was almost two months ago already which is kind of crazy how time flies. I still have no intentions of talking to them or stopping in, but I did call yesterday and heard it'd be no problem for them to approve it. I've been logging on daily and I've yet to receive that approval and then it's another 3-5 days after they get approval to issue a check and then 7-10 to receive the check they said. This is fucking bullshit that's all. This money is pretty much what I need to get through the month of October because my father is adamant about buying his TV finally this month because he gets paid three times. He will ultimately blow it on weed and other stupid shit anyhow but I hate how everyone comes to me like I'm the one making money still.