Out Of It

Watching the Yankees game. Up 2-0 in the 2nd inning which is a great start and I feel kind of weird. I had to drive all the way to Jensen Beach to get my father his new TV an I am glad that he did because oh my fucking God it's amazing seeing a full screen again. It fucked with my allergies so I took a nap and now I'm just sitting here doing nothing. I feel like I'm coming out of my skin right now because I feel like I'm being manipulated in life if that makes any sense. It's like people all have separate puppet strings that they pull on me when they need something. I can't explain it and because of that I'm not really in the mood to elaborate.