Talking To Walls

Today is a day that just needs to end. I woke up around noon-ish today to my phone and got to washing my truck finally. We went to Walmart and I spent the $60 that I got yesterday and he spent $50. I think it's funny though because it was $108.67 or something and every single time we go shopping he doesn't even think about it he pockets the change whether it's a dollar or fifteen. We bought a ton of munchies and he got all pissed off at me when I told him we didn't actually need to go shopping. He rants on about how I'm not observant of anything because we're out of milk, eggs, half and half and bread which still doesn't tell me it's time to go shopping because the freezer is full and we have to go buy those things weekly anyhow. I guess I wasn't observant that we were out of chips, cookies, peanuts, nutty bars, peanut butter and chicken pot pies. We saw Dan on our way out who was on his way in with his daughter. I was supposed to go to a funeral party for a lack of a better explanation with him today but my father tried to invite himself to come along and I wouldn't subject any strangers to him. He waited to get about thirty feet from Dan before picking on how he has a retarded daughter who is lost in her own world etc. because he is that demented of a person that he thrives on the 'failures' of others. Then on the way home his pot dealer called because his Jeep is broken down and I put my foot down and straight up told him that I refuse to work on it especially for free. I'm just fucking sick of being volunteered to make his 'friends' happy. I could go for a long nap so that I don't have to think about life anymore. I'm going to go for a bike ride of all things here in a few minutes because I feel fat and need to get a few minutes of freedom. My father is going to wax his truck for the fifteenth time since summer when I do so horray for peace. Now he's on my shit asking what I'm doing because I'm updating this from my bed because I put on the metal channel during dinner so I didn't have to hear another auto auction but as soon as we got done eating he put it right back on. Fuck it all.